lame drama crap at school XP friends are fighting and somehow i got in the middle of it and lost a friend...she wont talk 2 me even when i give her a friendly "hi". so im like "screw it, not wasting my time". i used 2 like high school but now it SUCKS BALLS!!! i cant wait for college and get the hell out of this hillbilly state!!! im so sick of it ><! the only thing that makes my day is when i wake up and put on my makeup i listen 2 The Beatles, and it just cheers me up, and when i get home and watch recordings of The Beatles movies i recorded when i was sick with that head cold. So i thank The Beatles for keeping my sanity. i dont think im getting along with my teachers except for one, who is very sweet and kind to me and everyone else. one teacher is nuts and id giving me shitty stupid assignments which im bout to "rape them in the face and then toss it out the window", my other teacher is goin insane and i thought he would be fired but he's not XP and i almost have a D in his class, and i cant pass with a D anymore or ill have 2 take his class over again senior year, and my other teacher just pissed me off, and keeps pissing me off with his aggravated attitude. GRRRRRAHH!!! i just want 2 leave...im sick of bein nice 2 everyone and they throw it in my face. i just wanna yell at them back 2 show them how it feels and make them regret for taking my kindness for granted XP

i just feel...dumb...XP ...and hungry...T3T